These days, I am particularly cautious of getting seriously ill and has been checking out on H1N1 symptoms as I have not been feeling really well since Monday and still feel a bit of coughing, sore throat, body ache as well as mild fever.
To top it off, my colleagues are sicky too, one of my colleague's friend is confirmed with H1N1, and HE has just came back from MELBOURNE too... He had better quarantine himself! =P
Albeit H1N1 is just one of the typical illness that we are not that lucky to get inflicted with, but prevention is better than cure. Call me "kiasi" or whatever you name it, yes I AM. I could just go like that but people around me will be the one feelings all those painfulness and bitterness especially my mum and dad. And that is what I mentioned to my dearly brother who is ill now and supposed to go for a surgery but he insisted not.
Sometimes, we live not only for our ownself but for people around us and by making this little betterment for them, is what we least can do. There was once a friend used to mention to me this powerful phrase and I still do remember til now.."The worse thing in life is not being the victim ourselves but when you see the tears of your loved ones flowing down on the cheeks because of whatever we have done."
Ever had your loved ones diagnosed with certain illnesses and all you could do is to watch him going under the knife helplessly while he is probably heartbumping fast and anxious as the dreadful days drawing nearer?
Ever thought how would it be if chances are 50-50 and you lose him on this battle and will never see him again?
Ever ? Ever ? Have you ever feel that way?
This is not an open diary; but something I wish to share with people who feels the same way like I do.
Days ago, I had an appointment with the doctor in one of the hospital in PJ pertaining to the illness he unluckily inflicted with. It was my first ordeal. It was not a good experience to go in the hospital, even if you are to visit a friend; what's more I am the victim myself. Certainly, I do not know anything about medical but I had to go. I had to go on studying the facts and to get to know what is this all about. I need to be tough enough to support them emotionally.
I questioned the doctor all the possible consequences behind this "monster" that affecting into his life. I went to online to do some research to get to know them closely. Least, I want to have a 100% sure enough that this is gonna be just fine..because I can't afford to lose him. I am trying, and I am trying to do my best...well this is least that I can do.
I never had in my life walk into a hospital for so many times in my life. Way back to 4 years go, I did. He was dued for this first operation and there I was, the know-nothing me, watching helplessly outside the ward. One will never feels the way I did unless he himself experienced themselves. It's the blend of bitter and sour - and the tears dropped just instantly onto the cheeks, upon seeing the loved ones lying motionlessly. At that time, I wish we could just swapped the position. I know I am way tougher than him, or let me have the punishment of not being a good one all this while.
I wished.
Deep down in the heart, he is not feeling good but he is keeping numb all this while.
I wish, there is little bit more I can do to ease his burden.
I wish, he will be fine this time, for good.
She replied,
"Thanks babe. So lovely n touching, the most special of my day."
My friend, it's your big day and I hope, you will be happy - real HAPPY and may God of Good Health and Wealth be with you always and forever.
peace....! =D
Read more...
Hey by Fatima Rainey
© Free Blogger Templates Nightingale by Ourblogtemplates.com 2008
Back to TOP
